I never really said thank you.

When i thought you weren't there, you were there crying with me.

You were there to uplift me in times of depression.

You washed my feet even when i've washed none.

You blessed me even when i don't deserve your love.

I'm not worthy.

I am so sorry.

But it's getting so hard, you know?

These temptations keep coming back

Its so difficult to stand up again.

Sometimes it just consumes

And i forget:

Who i am,

Who i will be.

But i become who i was.

This is all i can say right now.

I know this is not much, but i need preseverence.

When can i finally let it all go?

When will it stop hurting?

Why won't it?

i just want you to know

I am a human being, being happy and sane. 
Oh, but human beings, we all need to quit, being inhumane.

Sometimes I wonder if we are any less human than machines themselves. 

Cold, senseless and utterly inhumane.

Now, where did I put my heart?

all i can say.

An anthem to those suffering, hurt and lonely.

Verse:

Lord I'm tired
So tired from walking
And Lord I'm so alone
And Lord the dark
Is creeping in
Creeping up
To swallow me
I think I'll stop
Rest here a while

And didn't You see me cry'n?
And didn't You hear me call Your name?
Wasn't it You I gave my heart to?
I wish You'd remember
Where you sat it down

Chorus:
And this is all that I can say right now
Oh, I know it's not much

And this is all that I can give
And that's my everything

Bridge:
I didn't notice You were standing here
I didn't know that
That was You holding me
I didn't notice You were cry'n too
I didn't know that
That was You washing my feet