5th Of November.

The time has come. I never really intended for it to be anything, but it seems like on this very date, it is a very important one too.

Drill Badge classes begin TODAY!

Anyway, it's been a while since I've blogged, but not many noticed anyway. The guitar that I blogged about is also being handed back to me on the 5th of November, hopefully the fix will be permanent and will last. The best thing about it is, it cost me less than RM50! Including new strings, nuts and other stuff.

It's funny how you find things just come together like a great big giant jigsaw puzzle, sometimes you expect it, sometimes you don't. Sometimes there are pieces that doesn't fit in the right spot, like the way you wanted it to. Sometimes you get so impatient, you might take a hammer and try to hammer it in place, but that will leave a very ugly mark.

Life is very much like that. So far, everything seems to be fitting in perfectly. Whoopedee doo.

I guess some people would just say that anything good that comes into their lives would be the work of God. Anything bad happen would be the work of the devil or his/her own self.

Sometimes it just leads to so many questions that I don't want to be bothered anymore. I think, could it be me? Could it be that God is punishing me for the things I've done? Why is this happening to me? Why?

I would be lying if I said i wasn't ignoring God. I know the problem, I know I always find excuses, I know he knows everything, but then why does He need us to say if He knows everything? Oh please help me find a way to approach You. Something to guide me at all times. Root me back into your ways Lord. I really want You back into my life. May this be a reminder to me in the present as well as the future.

I want you to take away my impure deeds and thoughts and grant me anew. Things I've done, things I've said, things I never wanted to happen, please take it all away.

May you watch over your sheep and guide the stray. Never again will I be lost.




Thank you Lord. You deserve so much more.